So i woke up early today, eventhough last night i slept kinda late, since i couldnt really fall asleep :(( oh well, im having a really bad week. neah, not really that bad. but overall, im falling apart. hahah ta hape2 je ayat. i know, if i you guys are in my place right now, you guys probably go. haha, everyone was dreading to go to mrsm, ni kan pulak the elite pny mrsm right? but im not sure if i was really the choosen one, yela i wasnt that clever, and definitely i wasnt that active. oh god, are they kidding? i wasnt active lah! ahaha, pegi koko pun malas, main sport pun tak reti :( lembik je lebih whahaha.

so my mum asked me to decide fast, isnt that sad? yeah very! and then when i woke up in th morning i heard my sisters fighting over a bed. yeah, it was my bed by the way! sedap hati je, aku belum decide nak pinda lagi lahh!!!!! haha, sedih gila. and then my dad was like ' haha, cepat2! sp nak katil kak fatin?! ' :(( sob sob

ok like yesterday, my mum kept checking on me. she said we need to talk, but i dont want to :( waaaaaaa. haha, i need a day off from all of this drama, like fgs those drama from me la kan hah. so i want a day off, a day off from all of this mess. i was still shock-ing btw, yeah i was begging to go to mrsm. i want to go really badly, since i was this type who ada cita-cita gila tinggi. i still remember this one day, when one of the teacher was like saying ' nape nak ambil account? awak nieh nak jadi ape sbenarnya bila besar? ' i was like ' cikgu saya nak jadi, doctor, and scientist, pastu nak jadi ahli usahawan mcm datuk K! pastu nak ada bukak hotel sendiri, and ada brand sendiri, pastu nak jadi accountant sekali, and then i want to be a bos bila besar! ' and then that teacher was grinning at me, and was like ' tamak nye awak ni! ' hahahaha (ouch) :(( so it was just a dream seriously, my parent used to say klw tak nak jadi org pungut sampah or BIBIK belajar rajin2. ahaha sedih betol, bibik? hello, basuh baju sendiri pun tak reti nak jadi bibik pulak ahaha :P

ok lah thats it kut, i know i sound very annoying. yela kan, dah dapat tuh pegi je lah kan? nak sedih sedih pulak, adoii :P

ok lah thats it byebye :D